Honestly,
I was a bit salty and a bit hurt. I wasn't expecting it at all. I knew that I
had just gotten engaged with someone else and I knew the end was coming for us,
but I didn't see it like that though. I thought I was going to be the one to
end things and let him down easy. I am usually the one that ends things with
guys I am dating, not the one that has guys end things with me. He had asked me
to get together so he could break things off with me. I wasn't expecting that
because I didn't see a reason for him to break up with me. The only reason I
could think of was that I was engaged, but he didn't know that until I told
him. I guess it was kind of a mutual thing because I told him about my
engagement and he told me he was planning on ending things anyways. It kind of
made me feel bad about myself though. I didn't fully know the reason on why he
really wanted to break up with me. It also kind of made me feel guilty for
ending up with another man. Oh well, I guess, I didn't really see a
future with Nick anyways. We had different lifestyles. I am a pro golfer making
big bucks and he is a poor boy living in a little cottage. The future is bright
for me and he is blocking my light. That was it, life goes on.
Jordan,
ReplyDeleteI am sorry that things ended the way that they did too. But what was I suppose to do? you had ran off with another man and I was distraught and confused about what had happened to Gatsby.This was all such a terrible mistake, that left two people dead. I truly wish things could have worked out, but I need to be on my own for a while to process everything that happened. I hope you are doing well and that you wedding is successfully. Maybe we can go get lunch soon.
-Nick